Ben's Busy Blog

Today was a difficult day. I spent a little time with the Neverwinter Nights editor tutorial, but there really hasn't been much time for reflection unfortunately. I'm pretty well worn out. I had to take the day off from work due to family issues. It's just been one long day. I don't think tomorrow is going to be a lot easier.

Last night after blogging, I found a good guide to the Neverwinter Nights 2 "Electron" editor. I followed it a little ways before I was just too tired to go on. Tonight I've done a little scratching out of ideas into a notebook and I'm going to scratch out some more. I'm still not doing as much as I would like myself to, but I'm happy that keeping this blog is doing well for keeping me honest and reminding me to work.

It's been a productive and eventful weekend, but I still managed to get the rest that I needed. I got a lot of work done around the house, and did some Christmas shopping. My grandmother fell down on Saturday and broke her hip. I found out a bit late in the day, so we went up and visited her today. She seems to be doing really well, which was a relief. Oddly, I felt really tired when we got home, so I guess I was pretty tense the whole time.

I'm angry with myself because I haven't done anything creative the whole weekend. I was pretty busy though, and played a lot of LOTRO. Luckily tonight I caught myself and quit. I'm posting this, and then I'm going to either fiddle with the Neverwinter Nights 2 engine, or curl up in bed with my notebook and write.

I'm glad I just slogged my way through work today. I just want to rest and relax. Screw creativity. I want to recover from being tired and not get sick